Humbled, held, and forever loved

Through storms raising children on your own is the need to find time for yourself.  During my busy schedules and the children's doctor's appointments, school activities, etc., I found myself in a storm of losing my sanity.  For the past 8 years as a single parent, I find myself doing a lot of it on my own not by choice, but by pressure.  But through it all only one thing remained constant, never leaving, and it came full force after Thanksgiving. 

It changed the whole aspect of everything that I believed in for so many years and what I've been enforcing in my children.  God has been constant, humbling, and the love that never changes, hurts, etc.  Though I don't shout it out loud and scream it out towards the mountains, I held him quietly in my heart.  But in one moment of change, I felt the greatest power and movement.  As I continue with my nursing career, single parenting raising two princesses, He is the only love and husband that I need....he is more than enough.  Too tired and exhausted, I close for the night, and rest with the love of God in our hearts.